Realisation
I make a good liar.
of the mundanity which is her life
I make a good liar.
He’s coming back tmrw, gonna go draft out again what exactly to say hahaha. Okay not a laughing matter
Be less egoistic
I’m slowly telling people certain things but I’m beginning to be afraid that if I keep the crucial things to myself, I might possibly end up getting hurt and no one will understand.
I acty miss you
Don’t know if I’m letting things happen too quickly. Quite thankful that he’s leaving for 2 weeks, time for me to reflect on my life
Celebrated my 20th with almost all of my fav ppl. Got a wad of cash which I say now I will save. At least the bulk of it, girls still need to shop haha. Rcvd lovely presents, romper bag dvd and a ukelele! How awsm is that hehe but now i’ve got to think of smth equally awsm to get him for his bday hmm
Hate birthdays srsly I just want to hide at home and slack the day away and forget about turning a year older. Hate the feeling you get when you start reflecting on your life and wonder what it is that you have truly done that’s gonna bring you further in life and then you come to the startling realisation that you’re nowhere and still a childish unaccomplished person with nothing to show for. Plus doesn’t help that he has not called me or msged me or anyth. Half tempted to start talking to the other boy just for the sake of. Ahhhhh emo much
Being judged big time by all of them but I still think he’s bloody cute.
Major crush on this one boy! I want to get to know him but I don’t know how to. There’s no reason for me to just go up to him and talk even though I really want to. Plus, doesn’t help that I keep staring at him throughout the day. Okay srsly need to find a reason.
